Aaj meri pehechan ROYAL ENFIELD Mechanic⚙️🔧 he prr bachpan me meri pehchaan ristedaaro ki "kaam walee beti" thi

  Aaj meri pehechan ROYAL ENFIELD Mechanic⚙️🔧 he prr bachpan me meri pehchaan ristedaaro ki "kaam walee beti" thi matlb ki pyari "Nokarani", mujhe aap sabhi ko ye saari baate ab bolna he kyu ab ye time he bachpan se to ab tkk lddi hu apne jivan se agr ab nhi bolungi to 😥mnn thik nhi hoga mera or unn logo ke liye bi likh rahi hu jinn se dur jaana chahtti thi dur ja rhi thi, vo essliye ki jo insaan insaan hi nhi to kya unke karib rahna, ye sab unn logo ke liye bi likh rhi jo mujhe saalo se dunddh rhe the or phon kar bol rhe the ki waapss aa jao tumm, par me gyi nhi kyo ki me unn logo ko dekhna nhi chahti jinhone mujhe dukhi kiya or mere uss time ko bozz smhza, jb mere pitaji gujar gye mera koe ghar ni road prr ro rhi , tbb koe mere picche 😥pdda(sexual person) (bihari) malad, Mumbai ka tha vo or me edhar se udhar baag rhi thi usse drr kar dono beto ko lekar, vo mujhe baar baar phon kar pareshan kar rha tha ki "mere pass nhi aayi to tuje kya karunga tu soch bi ni paaye," vo assa kuch bolta ki me fer ussi ke pass jaa rhi thi dono bachho ko le le kar paagal si ho gyi thi , kya karu kaha jaau kuch bi smhata nhi tha mujhe bss 😥rona aata or vo insaan baar baar ussi ka faayad utha rha tha, jb me usske pass jaati to mujhe bohot drr lgtaa tha kyu ki vo bachho ke saamne mujhe bohot pyar dikhata or jb bachhe mujhe se dur ho to mere sath bohot dura sexual kar rha tha jo me kissiko bi btaa ni paa rhi thi bss dil to bohot 😥dukhi ho raha tha mera, Prr jb ptta chall rha tha ki "maa" kitni ❤️pyari hotti he apne bachho ke liye dono bchho vo dekh thik ho jaati thi prr me usse apnane ki bohot koshhi kar rhi thi bachho ki life ke liye, pr me usse apna bi lu prr vo mere sath only sexual pyar kar rha tha ye me kissi ko kya bolu or kaha jaau baar baar baag ne ka 😥mnn karta bss, ye likh rhi hu or 😥ro bi rhi hu, kitne bure time he jo likhu, dono bachhe sochte ki me jb usse dur baag rhi to fer kyu fir se jaa rhi, unhe kya btaau ki maa bachho ke liye kya kya kar gujarti he , mene khuddi ko dekha n ! 

 mere liye to yhi uss time kaafi tha ki vo mere bachho ko khila rha he , ennka baap to smbhal ni rha road prr hu koe or to smbhal rha hmm teeno ko bss , pr nhi rukk paayi kyu ki maar , sexual ka paagal taaep tha vo bachhe sochte ki vo mujhe pyaar karta he , unhhe to ptaa hi nhi ki vo mere sath kya kar rha or me etna kyu bardasht kar rhi , 😥maar ke drr se mene usse pyar ka dikhva kiya kyu ki koe or rasta ni tha hmm teen hone ki vajah se sabb ke darvaje bnnd hi the mere liye , ussi ka vo faayda utha rha tha ye saari baate mene bachho ko kabi nhi btaae ye sochkar ki , Dono bachhe galat kaddm na utha le, ye jaankar ki meri "maa" ke sath ye insaan galat kar rha he akele me , kyu ki ye dono bachhe mujhe bohot pyar karte the n ,agr gusseme aakar bachho ne kuch kiya usse to, vo nhi haarega kyu ki vo bohot majabut tha bohot helddi tha or bachhe kamjor or me bi kamjor to hmm teeno me se koe bi mrr sakta he , 

or vo mujhe hamesha bol rha tha ki agr meri baat nhi maanogi to dekhna me bachho ka kya karunga, to me drr jaati or usski hrr baat maan uss ka hrr kaam kar rhi thi bss time nikalne ka intazar tha mujhe, me baar baar baag rhi thi or vo mujhe baat baar mitha bol , pesso ki help kar , bevkup bna kar bulaa rha tha, prr vo etna preshan kar rha tha ki mera usske pass rakhna mushkil or jaana bi mushkil ho raha tha, prr fer last me usske pass sse nikalee fer vhi huaa me road pr ....

Ye saari baate mere pittaji ke turant gujar jaane ke baad ki he kyo ki me road pr thi 

Ab vo mujhe se pese maang ne lgga, phone pr bola ki tumm mere pass nhi aaogi to mujhe 20,000 do mene tumhare dono bachho ko or tumhe khilaya he kharcha kiya to vo kon dega?

Fer mene socha ki me apne bhai ko btaati hu ye sb jo ho raha mere sath to me gyi unke pass usse pyar ka dikhava kiya or jb me uggyi to mujhe rona to etnna aa rha tha ki mere pitaji nhi warna maar maar kar usski haddi ek kar dete usski ! Yha to mera koe ni jha me jaa rhi esse gundde ko lekar, prr socha ek baar koshish to karti hu ess se bachne ki ! 

Jb mene apne pirivar me btaaya to vo mujhe bolne lgge ki "a..re ye bevkup he n koe esse pyar dikhayega to usse hi apna maanegi kya?

Or nhi to kya karungi jb, dil kar rha tha bolu ki, aapka ghar mera ghar he kya kuch time tkk mujhe rakho na, jb me chotti bachhi thi tbb mujhe do din nhi rakh paate to aaj, mere bachho ke sath aaplog mujhe kese rakhoge? 

Ye sb mere sotele bhai behen the pr me ehhe apne hi maanti thi enn sb ko bohot pyar karti thi me, sabi me ek mera apna bhai bi tha vo bola mujhe mera khudd hi thik nhi to me tujhe kya maddat karunga? Ye sab logo ke ye jabad sunn kar mere dil me kya ho raha hoga me kya btaau! Sb ka to sunna pr ek bhai jo me dil ke bohot karib tha usska naam Munna Sharma jisse me dil se aaj bi yaad karti hu me mushkil me hu ye dikh raha tha Munna bhai ko pr vo bole ki meri beti ki shadi ke baad dekhta hu teri pareshani, jo bi help hogi....Bss ye sunn kar dil vhi 😥tutt gya, ki ab to mujhe hi kuch karna hoga ,etne saval the dil me kya btaau, hrr pl 😥pitaji ki kmmi ho rhi thi, or vo gundda mujhe le le kar mere restedaro ke pass jaa rha tha pesso ke liye koe mujhe or sb mujhe ab essi ke sath rha bol rhe the ... bohot buri haalat thi meri ek mere pass koe rasta hi ni tha jb ussne dekh liya ki ye ladaki to akelee hi esska sgga ek bhai he vo bi bevkup he apni behen ko smbhal ni sakta or baaki to sbb sotele bhai behen he to ussne mujhe or parshan karna shuru kiya, tbhi jalgaon me mujhe pta chala ki mere pitaji ke bank me pese he kuch SBI bank me or essliye saare sabi logg mujhe dhudd rahe the signature ke liye to mujhe gussa aaya sabi ka , a..re me sabi ko apna maanti hu hmara pita to ek he n alg alg "maa" ke bachhe he to kya huaa? Pr me sab ko apnati hu pr mujhe koe ni smbhala or pitaji ke peseo ke liye mujhe dhudd rahe ? To mene vhi disszen liya ki mujhe hi kuch karna hoga, or vo insaan to peso ka laalchi tha usse bi mere pass se pese chahiye the,fer me uss gundde ke pass se kese to nikalee or apna phone bnn kiya apna sb kuch chenge kiya kyu ki vo mujhe alg alg dhamki de raha tha ki vo bachho ko Kya karega me soch bi nhi sakti,kya kya bol raha tha mujhe, or vhi jalgaon me uss din bohot tutt gyi kyu mere ghar me me sabi bhai behen me ek bhai tha jiisse me dil se pyar karti thi vo the Munna bhai,bhai ne bola ki thodda rukko me baad me tumhe help karunga to pr abi nhi karpaaunga kyu ki meri beti ki shadi karna he , bss yhi sunn kar dil dukh gya vhi,dil mera bola "ki bhai Munna me bi teri beti jessi hu n fass gyi hu n gundde ke sath mujhe bachao na,pr nhi bol paae Munna bhai ko,me bhai ke pass hamesha rahati thi Bachpan me or meri bhabi maa bi bohot pyari thi vo vhi mujhe pitaji rakhte the kuch time,kuch dino jb bhai help nhi kar paaye to kya bataau kitni tutt gyi,kyu pitaji gujrttekuch hi time huaa tha rona rukk nhi raha tha or koe mujhe nhi samjh rha tha ki me kya bolna karna chah rhi!or fer vhi mujhe thoda gussa dil me aa gaya ,or signature nhi dene ka fessla kiya, kyu mujhe peso ka to koe laalch tha hi nhi na pr jarut to thi pr dil dukh raha tha mera ki , insaan peso ke pichhe sb bhul jaata or khudd hi rotte rotte marete sambhati aayi or vo time pese nhi Lena or na lene dena yhi socha dil me! or chalti gyi or jb usske pass rah kar kuch pese jodde mene or bachho ne fer usske pass se nikal kar fer bachho ko sambhal road pe..Gunda mujhe hr chijj se black kar rha tha usse patta chal gya tha ki pese mujhe milenge mere pita ke to mujhe maang raha tha ki mere sath raho ya to pese do mujhe jo tere beto ko or tujhe khilaya he mujhe pese chahiye ye sab etna kuch kata ki me uske hr baat se drr rhi thi uss time kyu pitaji ki mott ke baad mera jina mushkil ho gya tha vo meri pawar the paagal hotti jaa rhi thi pr...mere ghar walo ne mera etna apna pnn diya ki ki puri hoss me aayi or fer room liya bachho ko sbhala bada beta kuch kaam karne lgga jb mujhe lgga ki ye Rs.50 to laa raha he bss me yhi Rs.50 ko bdhaungi or khudd smbhalungi or fer esse hi bhalne lggi sab kuch tbbi vo gundde se bachne ke liye mene mere peper bnaye koe ek government ke bhai the unhhone meri help ki,kyu ki sab kuch gumm ho gya tha mere pass kuch bi nhi tha or jo kuch tha vo mene paani me fekk diya tha kyu ki lgg raha tha ki nhi bachh paaungi jindda...baar baar dil me bachho ki chinta ho rhi thi ki jo mera bachapan huaa restedaro ke pass vo enn dono ka na ho, mujhe patta he jb mera koe ni tha tbb meri haalat kya thi essliye sochrhi thi ki me to akelee hu pr enn ke liye to me hu n to me vo sab karungi jo ek pita apne bachho ke liye karta bss vhi karne lggi, ek bi point nhi tha mera unn haalat me bachne ka, kyu ki sab bikhar gaya pitaji ki mott ke baad,